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Tuesday, January 17
I'm feeling rather pissed after reading DW's blog abt me not chipping in for the bball... HEY! Get this clear ok? Why shld i pay for the bball when i dun really play the game??? My stance is the same as Alvin, we dun like to play bball, but we play to make up the numbers for u guys... Since u can understand why Alvin dun wanna play, then why cant u understand why i'm not paying???
If u think i'm playing alot of bball, then fine lor, next time dun jio me play la... I juz find this world very unfair to me... I'm expected to do alot of things to please ppl... Like bball, u expect me to pay bcos i play, i din choose the buy the ball in the first place, we could have carried on with the old "furry" ball... My stand is, since u guys want the ball, then u guys will pay for it, as simple as tat... U cant expect everyone who plays with the ball to chip in rite??? If u wanna count playing time, dun u think Caleb and Alvin Lim play bball more than me, then why dun u ask them to chip in oso???
Then sat at mac u guys expect me to serve the 4 of u all, by queuing up and buying 5 persons' share... C'mon la, u guys muz "zi dong" rite? How can u guys treat me like ur servant, the problem is u guys always expect me to buy for u all, and u guys seldom return the favour... It's not as if i minded buying for u all, if i dun feel as if i've been taken advantage of... Its like every single time it happens tat all of u all will wan me to be the person serving all the rest...
Another thing is the basketball game... I know i'm a bad player, but cant i even try sometimes??? If i dun try how would i improve??? U guys always KP me when i go for the basket myself, whilst some of u guys also "ying chuang" and ended up losing the ball, but nobody KP u all how... Why??? Do u guys possess certain tickets of exemption of KP, and i'm the onli one that gets KP... Real teammates dun KP each other, they shld encourage each other isn't it... Think of it another way, do u think i meant to purposely give the ball away, dun u realise i oo wanna contribute to my team in terms of offensive play, and not juz stand under the ring as a human barricade during defense, and then machiam watch bball match liddat under the ring for everything else???
Ok, JK, i'm sorry i shouted at u tat day, cos i was really pissed off, but i juz hope all of u can change ur attitude towards me... I dun think u guys really treat me as a true fren, true frens dun hurt each other, dun KP each other, dun "suan" each other, dun malign each other in their blogs... Honestly i really treasure all of u guys as my frenz, i dun mind going the extra mile for u guys, juz dun treat me like an idiot and climb all over my head...
Pardon my rants in this entry, juz wanna make my feelings known to everyone... I think being frank is a good thing, we can clear up all misunderstandings and move on... I dun mean i'm perfect, i have my wrong doings from time to time, and i dun mind u guys correcting me, tats wad frenz are for isn't it???
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